A turn of events turned out rather…. dramatically, to say the least.
But I did what I had to. And that’s all that matters.
And to be entirely honest, I don’t really feel upset or anything. I actually feel a sense of relief that I had the guts to do what I had. *pats myself on my back*
It was actually turning out to be quite an awful day and I didn’t really have anyone to talk to. 😦
Some friends were busy and asked if it was anything important, I’d just say, “No, just something stupid…”
I couldn’t flag down a single taxi. It was really beginning to frustrate me. I even just started standing one corner and didn’t even bother anymore. I needed time to digest what had just happened.
I even called for a taxi booking, but that dude got lost and screamed at me over the phone for giving him a false booking. So that didn’t turn out too well. And the other 2 taxi bookings screwed up somehow.
NO TAXIS stopped for me on the road.
Friends who wanted to come pick me up suddenly couldn’t make it somehow.
I swear I thought God hated me or something.
But there was one taxi that I managed to book… That man was an angel.
He helped me into his taxi and he probably saw my expression, he started cracking a lot of jokes. I literally burst out in genuine laughter… Which I haven’t in the longest time. 🙂
He told me that life is like that, you make bad choices which you thought were good- but hey, you learn. And he looked at me through his mirror, “Looking at you, you’re too good for it.”
“I’ve been around a long time and I’ve seen a lot of people. I can see you’re not easy to handle, even though you might seem like you are.”
“You’re like a lethal weapon. If you have a bad person handling you, you just end up doing bad… So you need to look for someone good and capable enough to handle you.”
I cheered up SO MUCH.
Omg. I’m so grateful now.
I’m good again. 🙂 ONTO THE FUTURE!! CHARRRRRRRRRGE!!!!
Gera Shen 